Because I sure as hell am NOT! I’m so jealous of girls that can do amazing things with their eyeshadows, eyeliners and everything! I am just no good at it. No matter what I do, it’s never good.
Maybe I need some better eyeshadows, or better brushes or am I just forever doomed to suck at doing my makeup? D:
Good morning my fellow bloggers!
So, I have a serious post today. Sorry.
Lately, I’ve been having dreams with my ex in them.
Do I miss him? No.
Do I still love him? No.
Do I want to be with him again? Hah! Hell no.
Am I jealous of him? Yes.
Now, why would I be jealous of my ex? When we were together we never did anything. He would come home from work than go straight to playing video games. Literally. Everyday. In between he’d expect to get laid or get some head.. after ignoring me all day. Of course I’d say no, and yes sometimes I said sure but I didm’t enjoy it. I hated it and I would literally cry after. Why? He’d go STRAIGHT BACK to his video game! He was a total douche bag and I’m not sure why I stayed with him so long..
So, anyway, why am I jealous?
Well, he got with this new girl and they went out all the time, he finally got a fucking car and just had a baby and is getting married.
I don’t have a job, neither does my boyfriend. It’s not that we’re not looking we just can’t find shit at the moment.
My boyfriend and I go out but it’s always with friends. Sure, we’ve gone out on a few dates.. okay, so I’m not upset about this part.. lets see.. pretty much, I feel like my life is going no where and it really bothers me. I have such high hopes for life when I shouldn’t but, I can’t and refuse to believe that none of it will happen. Once I get a job I’m sure I’ll feel better, than as soon as my boyfriend does it’ll be great! I just know it will..
The Daily Bizz 